Am I fucking stupid?

[上午 01:51:24] little_mei: well, I need someone by my side, and u decide to leave so u made ur own decision
[上午 01:52:17] little_mei: no matter what happens, u should be responsible of ur own decision
[上午 01:52:26] little_mei: good or bad

[上午 01:55:31] little_mei: what if i found someone before u?
[上午 01:55:54] gto_andy: .......................
[上午 01:56:06] gto_andy: then i will wish you the best
[上午 01:56:13] gto_andy: because i trust your decision
[上午 01:57:48] little_mei: i think even if i found someone, u still will be in my deepest heart
[上午 01:58:02] little_mei: but now i just want to move on

[上午 02:00:35] little_mei: 8 years......i did loved u deeper than i can ever imagine, giving u my everything, pouring my heart and soul all to u
[上午 02:01:41] little_mei: this is something i won't be doing again in the future, no matter who will be the next person
[上午 02:02:12] little_mei: because if i hurt me too deep
[上午 02:04:47] little_mei: trust me, i will still love u no matter what, even when i grow old old old, i'll still remember the deepest love & time we shared. Eventho u might not be the one standing by my side then......
[上午 02:05:04] little_mei: but as of now i really want to move on........

So, am I fucking stupid?